Is it wrong to talk to myself even when there’s nobody else I’m just checking out that I’m not gone under the water Thrown on the beach like a seal ready for slaughter Can’t you understand that the way things were planned It never worked out so I just went crazy I took to the Read More …
Last night I didn’t take my normal Latuda. I am hoping that the levels were so low, 10mg, that I can come off it without any problem. So far so good, not feeling too bad, no real issues at the moment. Last time I tried to come off Latuda, I experienced hallucinations and became a Read More …
Weekend depression, possible Latuda withdrawal. Read More …
A dream about a Native American man. Read More …
I have failed. At 7:30pm, I drove to the local gas station to buy a pack of cigarettes and smoked one on the way home. The cravings were getting much worse, and I was getting more depressed and agitated. I need a new plan. The battle is lost but not the war.
Oh boy.. This is proving to be tough. It seems to be getting worse each day. Day 1 was not too bad, day 2 was tougher, and today is really bad. I lay awake in bed this morning desperate for a cigarette. I was close to tears with frustration about it. I was very close Read More …
I am surviving! I managed to complete day 1 without too much trouble. The usual smoking times were a bit tough, things like driving the car, after meals, before bed etc. Well, day 2 is here and I must not give in. This is it. This is where the smoking ends for good.
Today is day one. I smoked my last cigarette last night, I have no more left. If I have any in the house then I am bound to fail. I am using nicorette minis to deal with the withdrawal. They seem to be working. The hardest part is the physical aspect. I am so used Read More …
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